A Life of Suffering in Order to Reveal the Glory of God

“For you, God, have tested us; You refined like silver. You brought us into prison; and laid burdens on our backs. You let people ride over our heads; we went through fire and water, but you brought us to a place of abundance.” - Psalm 66:10-12 (NIV)

In the Fiery Furnance

I was unable to read this book that Aud Sæverås wrote about my mother, it took me two decades to find the courage I needed to be parents, In the Fiery Furnace. This phrase from the book of Daniel was used repeatedly by my mother during the interviews she had with the author—in a hiding place, for fear of military reprisal—to describe the suffering she had to endure while in prison. 

The book tells of atrocities committed against prisoners by the Derg—the Ethiopian Military Regime. Physical and mental torture were committed on men and women, young and old indiscriminately. Ethiopia had become a testing ground for torture equipment, chemical weaponry, and strategies of war for the Soviet Union, Cuba, and the Eastern European countries.

The guard who witnessed my father’s brutal assassination testified how Mengistu Haile Mariam, the head of the Military Regime, and his officials came to the torture chambers to watch their victims being slaughtered. This is why it took me twenty years to bring myself to read this book. Each time I picked it up and tried to read a section of it, I cried uncontrollably and had to put it down. Initially the book had been written in Norwegian but it was later translated to German, Swahili, Mandarin and other Scandinavian languages.

I heard that Aud had arranged for an English translation, but before it was finalized she passed away. This is how the English-speaking world has failed to hear the story of a courageous woman who unconditionally loved the Lord despite imprisonment, torture and the fragmentation of her family. The brutal acts, inhumanity, and injustice described in the book may trigger anger, remorse, and outrage in the reader. At the same time, reading of how both my parents responded to the brutality inflicted upon them will demonstrate vividly the power of love, the cost of discipleship, determination, faithfulness, and victory in the way of Christ. My mother was asked in an interview what she would like to see happen to her tormentors. Her response was: ‘’that they may come to know Christ and through forgiveness inherit the kingdom of God’’. This kind of response is beyond human understanding. Only through the grace of God can it be achieved. My mother’s childhood, coinciding with the Italian occupation of Ethiopia, portrays fascism at its worst. Italian soldiers set fire to fields ready for harvest, annihilated innocent villagers, burned whole villages, and scattered families mercilessly, reducing them to poverty and homelessness.

My mother managed to escape the wrath of the Italians, who killed her merchant father and made her mother a refugee, only to be kidnapped and abused by slave traders. A traumatic childhood! She was ill-treated, beaten, sick and starved at the hands of vicious men. A similar kind of brutality recurred many decades later when she found herself in the hands of ferocious Derg military men who took pleasure in shredding her flesh to pieces and breaking her bones as they tortured her. As I was totally immersed in the thoughts of the indescribable atrocities committed against both of my parents, I was led to reflect on the words spoken to the church of Pergamum in Revelation: ‘’I know where you dwell, where Satan’s throne is’’. This, I thought to myself, could also have been a suitable title for this book: ‘’Where Satan’s Throne is’’. Such an act of cruelty, savagery, mercilessness, and injustice against the innocent can only be expected in Satan’s kingdom.

Throughout the different eras and regimes, Ethiopia suffered in this way. Underneath the superficial image that Ethiopia likes to show the rest of the world—as hospitable, never-colonized, a Christian island in a sea of paganism—lies inhumanity, injustice, and brutality indescribable in human words. The true stories told in this book expose the ancient Ethiopian camouflage, loaded with fairy tales and myths, while unveiling the true face of Ethiopia.

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In the dungeon, where my mother was kept for the first thirteen months of her imprisonment, life had become unbearably bitter. She told me that the open wounds all over her body were left untreated, her whole body was rotten, full of worms and stench. Not to mention the creepy-crawly bugs and the throng of rats that invaded the prison cell every night. She had to lie on a bare cement floor night and day, unable to drink or eat, with nothing to cover her body. To make matters worse no sleep came to her eyes for the first twenty-one days after her first beating.

On the twenty-first night, she couldn’t stop crying and murmured to herself that she was going to die there and no one would ever find out what had happened. As she uttered those words, she fell asleep and saw Jesus coming toward her, saying, ‘’Do not be afraid. You shall not die here!’’ He took her by the hand to show her how he was going to bring her out of the prison in due time. He said, ‘’You shall pass through four gates to get out of prison, and afterward I will give you a spacious compound where you will reside.’’ After that encounter, she had no more sleepless nights. Her hopes were renewed. Ten long years passed before the promise came true. On the day of her release from prison, she thought of that dark and gloomy dungeon where she saw the extraordinary figure of Christ.

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As she walked out to freedom and new life, she began to count the gates. When she stepped out of the fourth, she said to herself, “Now I know am finally free!”

“You have brought us out to a place abundance.” Psalm 66:12

The fulfillment of the second half of Christ’s words, spoken to my mother in that prison cell, took another fourteen years. When she entered that ‘’promised compound,’’ she vowed to set up a church right there to serve and honor Him who answered her in the day of her distress and who had been with her wherever she was taken, who never forsook her as she walked through the valley of the shadow of death.

True to her words, my mother planted a church in her compound known as Biftu Bole Mekane Yesus Congregation, BBMYC. The Congregation came as reward for the long suffering, grief, wounds, bruises, widowhood, loneliness, loss and humiliation. The passion and selflessness with which God endowed her—passion to take the gospel to all peoples suffering under the bondage of the evil one, passion to reach out to the poor and downtrodden, passion to bring the message of hope to the despairing millions— continues to thrive through Gudina Tumsa Foundation (GTF) and the Biftu Bole Congregation.

Holistic ministry, which has become synonymous in church circles with the name of Gudina Tumsa, has found a fertile ground among the underprivileged and marginalized persons that GTF has been serving for the past two decades, addressing their physical and spiritual needs.

Biftu Bole is actively engaged in spreading the good news and planting churches in remote areas. There in that ‘’promised compound,’’ a new generation is rising to take the vision forward. The year is 2014. Three and a half decades have elapsed since Gudina Tumsa’s assassination and Tsehay Tolessa’s imprisonment. In the ‘’promised compound’’ stands the Biftu Bole congregation. It’s Sunday morning and people flock into the church by the hundreds.

Tsehay now in her mid-eighties takes her seat in the back of the congregation, surrounded by her children and grandchildren. The worship leaders spread out in front of the altar, dressed in traditional costumes, adorned with colorful beads. They lift up their voice to worship and praise the Lord, and the whole congregation joins in singing and dancing. Tsehay, who was once forlorn, battered, and locked up in a dark dungeon, lifts up her arms to worship and praise, remembering God’s mercy and faithfulness along that treacherous and dark path of life. Gudina Tumsa was in his eternal home and on October 12, 2014 Tsehay Tolessa joined him. “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone: but if it dies, it bears much fruit. Whoever loves his life loses it, and whoever hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. If anyone serves me, he must follow me, and where I am, there will my servants be also. If anyone serves me my Father will honor him.” John 12:24-26